bleeding heart

i just hurt my own heart.
i stabbed it continuously on a wound that has always been a tumour
a wound that no word can cure
the tumour grew and expanded further.
i don't need a doctors prescription because this is not sickness.
its cure has to be sought from deep within..
within the inner soul, or perhaps harder than it already sounds .
This is going to take time...
a lot of time indeed!
time is a factor in everything..
i need to speed time.. i can't afford to wait.. i need time to pass by fast!
yet, time is gold,we need to preserve it.

he went out to take a road less travelled by, but by then i already panicked and missed him. Now she awaits him because she knows during the journey to time,he is the remedy.