as soon as the lift closed ,she pressed on button 3. she rested her head at corner and sobbed internally. she saw her reflection earlier on the black tinted window and remebered an incident thats been repeating itself over and over and doing nothing much about it. until today that she realises she is really naive and a push over. Back then, shes been blinded and drawn away from her principle, its funny because she used to think "influence"isnt a word that should exist when a person changes, because all thats been done is blaming the person who influenced u to do something, when really that person didnt.Everyone has a freedom of choice. Its funny because influence rarely is inflicted in a good way, today,jus like her, i loath myself for being able to be stomped over. But ive not been influenced to be a bad person, because that person is nowhere near that,that person is an angel in my eyes and her eyes, shes only dissapointed for having let words influence her deep within, have emotions influence her even deeper, dis however questions her faith,her iman.And still the fact that influence played a role there.
its funny how he's sitting there like she has no problems in life, like she can never have problems, like if he hurts her its not a big deal, she shouldnt b thinking about it, tomorow is a new day for her, its ok. are u serious?
its funny because as far as i can recall she listed down everyhting before and this moment of life wasnt even a wonder to happen.
oh it wasnt me near it, i miss u lots.
at the other end, im sitting in bed thinking about all that shes going through and weeping so much.

she tried describing the feeling, she could only think of a white mat being stained with dirt from the forest.
Shewants to repaint her prince, or better off, walk out the princess lane and never live a fairy tale.
my today is like theres no tomorrow, my tomorrow is fixing yesterday.
dear god,please help her and give her the strength to become a better person. dear God please shine your light towards her and guide her on the right path, please dear God keep her away from the darkness and unleash every bit of ignorance grown in her.
please dear God, shower ur happiness upon him and his family, please Dear God shower her family in happiness too, for theres nothing in this world that will make her happy than them being happy.
ameen

E and I are my favourite alphabets

laugh or cry is no more with a question mark

with arms wide open....................

why make a deal of sugar when i can get it jus from the store?

My good days are left far behind me

paranoia attaccccccck!!!

i didnt know my body stored so much energy

its been draining out slowly for the past week getting me weaker n weaker by the day.

im fragile

not a single one for me

its hard to think what i should do

ignore, breakdown or laugh it out

the answer is not simple especially if ur going through a complete transformation.

a whole new one where wen u turn around u realize the end of the rope is untied..

the longer the hours the faster the ending, u dont get me do u!!>>?