home is where the love is

i didnt know the color white could upset me so much
i didnt know that dream is still within me
the feeling is hidden because 'love' coats it all like a frosting over a chocoalte cake!

she's the kindest soul,
she's color purple!

anger anger and anger don u just hate it!!!

they whisper to me and say "if you're not standing on the edge...you're taking too much space..and by then im already confused.

she asked me why and when i didnt have an answer her feelings tore right in between my ribs splittin me into halves
never knew it meant something to her to cause her to wonder and question
shes speacial, only if she knew that

her voice is the only remedy to this unwanted feeling

i miss you

foolishly a sealed letter is sent,

an empty sealed letter.Technically.

except, it was filled with unseen love,

and obvious denial

trapped in a closed cave with absolute darkness.

the light is seen when the receiver is there sometimes

when the receiver is far away,

so that might as well be called the delusional life

because this receiver is never near.

its really weird cos deep within the feeling is as if they are meant to be bestfrends,

but its really sad that its only one vision that adjusts to that feeling

its only sad cos the other is blindfolded with emptiness

but little is known that the emptiness is the only shield

the only pride.

the light is only from one side

when actually it takes two

but to trip in that visible hole, only drowns the other deep inside.

with concrete surfacing its top as a cover, it darkens the vision of the only light before.

only finding out that tomorrow morning the same mistake is repeated again.

is this a desperate seek of something or a pure act of complete foolishness?

even the thought of the answer is scary.

A STRANGER..

How shall i label myself wen i dont feel the life in me?
How do i live feeling so hopeless?
suffocated by each word
Why am i here?
Enough burden ive caused...
enough tears they brought..
enuf pain im in..
shall there be any addition to that??

Why does hatred Zooms in me?
why does the world seem to close up on me?
what do i gata do to feel like u?
this feeling in me i cant express, nor can u understand.

why do i feel hated by the people i love most?
why do i see my future smudged, if u say there's still hope?
why do i lie to myself and say, everything is gana be okay?
why?

im a nobody!
i feel like some heavy weight in dis life..
i feel useless..
i feel stupid...
i feel dumb..
i feel hopeless..
i feel hated...
i feel trapped in my sorrowness...
i feel crumpled...
but most of all,
i FEEL this PAIN and you DONT

walking in her garden of flowers, she fell in a valley of sorrow
it took her ten feet down..
her screams were silent whispers..


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I MISS PIXXIEE

She asked...

what is NOT beiing selfish??

she closed her eyes, and those molecules airing about spelt..

" L.E.T.T.I.N.G G.O"..

SARA is COlors

sara is yellow, they say thats weird but i say why not . insync ??? yess...
but once she steps out of the circle of love she becomes all blue again which in it self is not a
crime but might angry the orange in her .. you say you can blow out the orange but u aint no silver ,, purple might come in handy if brown gives it some help ,, but brown brings tears of white so even if does show up on time not everyone will like it ,, there is no room for pink

Day and Night

When i think of all the beautiful things in life , i only see you giving em to me..

CORRECTION:

Only see u sharing them with me..


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