he called them beautiful kids, actually to use his exact words without accusations, he said "beautiful children".
and right then i knew it came from deep within himself. and it jus got me thinking of his life..of how his life is almost the same as the example tht was given, but yet not the same. got me thinking if it was hard for him to deal with it, got me thinking if it needed training, and patience to be strong and be able to handle it. to be able to sleep with a different thought in mind eventually rather than the same every night..

a fist as big as an athlete's punched me hard in the gut