tension was always there since i knew my favourite teams were playing against each other..
it was indeed very hard for me, but my love for my people (spanish) for once had me be decisive upon something. I still love portugal and they know dat. im sorry guys..
the whole time during the match my bones were tightened, allowing every move to be stiffened disgustingly.waiitng for spain to score. i have to say both teams were playing really well. But, spain was dominating, which equalizes everything as the portugees had really good defense. God was testing me until the 60 sumtin minute of the game wen spain thought it was enough suspense created for their fans and scored the first goal.they better had done that as i was not prepared for any penalty shoots at the end. in that minute, everything that seemed ugly became beautiful.everything. as beautiful as their language and their people.or shall i say our language our people.lol.
david villa had everyone sitting standing, he broke the horrifying silence and unstiffened them muscles!
spain's painful moment of the game for me was wen the ball ramos danced with was jus a tini mini bit from the goal.AAAAGH! i felt his intense physical and mental pain
every player did an excellent job, they played as a team, and they were more or less the other brazilians.
the portugees get almost as much credit as the spanish. there's always two winners but only one golden winner!
with that i hugged myself to sleep!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
so i said june is an amazing month.
but like every person has their good and bad side, june has its bad day!
today.
june made me laugh made me smile and shared its joy with my family. But today june is moody, it decided to have a little bit of attitude like the cool girl in school- the cheerleader everyone wanted to be.June saw me as the girl with the braces, the girl with the lunch box, june jus slapped me hard and left an empty space in my heart. yet,june is a good friend, its not junes fault, its fate.
they say people come and go, i jus never thought it applied to family. i just never thought dad would have to feel like his heart needed a transplant, like his right arm was being amputated, like his sight is being blurred, like his hearing is being....
never thought a day would come where he would stand there hugging her and her screams and laughter and cries from childhood till her adulthood would resonante this much on him. never thought he wouldnt have the time to synchronize all the memories in order..because theres too much of them.
the only thing i knew is that it would be so hard for him to let her go,out of his full responsibility, out of his sight, away from us..
all that i knew..
because his hobby is all of us.
life..
theres a begining to it
a mid begining
a new start
an ending
finally an eternal ending
but not all could be fulfilled..
this i bleieve is her mid begining, with every good wishes and prayer heading her way
and because i envision her with a happylife and with us all again, i can wipe that tear off and smile..
a smile for my lovely sister!
but like every person has their good and bad side, june has its bad day!
today.
june made me laugh made me smile and shared its joy with my family. But today june is moody, it decided to have a little bit of attitude like the cool girl in school- the cheerleader everyone wanted to be.June saw me as the girl with the braces, the girl with the lunch box, june jus slapped me hard and left an empty space in my heart. yet,june is a good friend, its not junes fault, its fate.
they say people come and go, i jus never thought it applied to family. i just never thought dad would have to feel like his heart needed a transplant, like his right arm was being amputated, like his sight is being blurred, like his hearing is being....
never thought a day would come where he would stand there hugging her and her screams and laughter and cries from childhood till her adulthood would resonante this much on him. never thought he wouldnt have the time to synchronize all the memories in order..because theres too much of them.
the only thing i knew is that it would be so hard for him to let her go,out of his full responsibility, out of his sight, away from us..
all that i knew..
because his hobby is all of us.
life..
theres a begining to it
a mid begining
a new start
an ending
finally an eternal ending
but not all could be fulfilled..
this i bleieve is her mid begining, with every good wishes and prayer heading her way
and because i envision her with a happylife and with us all again, i can wipe that tear off and smile..
a smile for my lovely sister!
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
okey so its already thursday!
almost friday..
and im all nervous
although im not the bride!
lol
its thursday n its gonna be friday, a day of joy for many of us..
and den saturday where i get to watch the repeat of brazil n portugal since i missed it the night before..
n den night comes turning to sunday
and i weep!
almost friday..
and im all nervous
although im not the bride!
lol
its thursday n its gonna be friday, a day of joy for many of us..
and den saturday where i get to watch the repeat of brazil n portugal since i missed it the night before..
n den night comes turning to sunday
and i weep!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
sometimes we need to remind ourselves that tomorrow is not promised.
sometimes we need to sit and ponder on our mistakes and find a way to betterment.
sometimes we should not act when our innerself doubts
sometimes we should find reasonings rather than walk with the blind
sometimes .........
im just a real dumbass!
sometimes we need to sit and ponder on our mistakes and find a way to betterment.
sometimes we should not act when our innerself doubts
sometimes we should find reasonings rather than walk with the blind
sometimes .........
im just a real dumbass!
Monday, June 21, 2010
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
the pull of love was like a strong magnet opposing each other.
the description of joy felt was like colored balloons with laughing kids running around the room, with no worries and never ending happiness in the arms of their parents. Except this part came with a bitter taste of letting go of their arms and entering the first door to her begining. A new begining for her to create, having the honour to let someone else yearn for the love and happiness in her arms for a very long time, until a day like the one she had to learn to let go, comes again and another pattern creates its own.
i will dearly miss her, and i cant imagine how it wud be..
but all i know is ohana will always remain ohana and da love grows deeper till the end.
the description of joy felt was like colored balloons with laughing kids running around the room, with no worries and never ending happiness in the arms of their parents. Except this part came with a bitter taste of letting go of their arms and entering the first door to her begining. A new begining for her to create, having the honour to let someone else yearn for the love and happiness in her arms for a very long time, until a day like the one she had to learn to let go, comes again and another pattern creates its own.
i will dearly miss her, and i cant imagine how it wud be..
but all i know is ohana will always remain ohana and da love grows deeper till the end.
she drove, and dat shud b a good reason for me to b happy today! (08.06.2010)
so tomorrow is the big day, laughs..the scary day, the awkward gonna turn out day. i dont eeven know y its scary..too paranoid..thinking a lot..beyond BEYOND. Hw bad cud it be?
like im sure a secret recipe cheese cake wud make almost everyone happy, but unlike purple, she'd go for my first choice of indulgence! first my man..now my cake..sheeesh!
so seriously im starting to think all this fever n sickness is actually jus usher fever!!
i mean who wudve thought usher wud make it to this part of Asia..
i mean y not the philippines or indonesia or such.. i hate to sey this, but I TOLD U SO! he is here for me and only me, da real mrs usher.
as trey seys, sey Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so tomorrow is the big day, laughs..the scary day, the awkward gonna turn out day. i dont eeven know y its scary..too paranoid..thinking a lot..beyond BEYOND. Hw bad cud it be?
like im sure a secret recipe cheese cake wud make almost everyone happy, but unlike purple, she'd go for my first choice of indulgence! first my man..now my cake..sheeesh!
so seriously im starting to think all this fever n sickness is actually jus usher fever!!
i mean who wudve thought usher wud make it to this part of Asia..
i mean y not the philippines or indonesia or such.. i hate to sey this, but I TOLD U SO! he is here for me and only me, da real mrs usher.
as trey seys, sey Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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