staring at the ceiling i could see the shadow of the old lamp dancing from side to side. Subtle light from the roof hole gave the curtain an exuberant glow.Succumbing to silence, i swallowed hard to untie my airways. i sat and languidly hugged my knees to supress my mental exhaustion.

my Dearestt frend

baffled...and really really exhausted.

YE TE EXTRANYO MUCHO..

its too bright , the light is altering my sight to the open. The greeness of the mountains almost "soft touched" the clouds creating a new mixture. I'm sipping off my pink flamingo. Truly, i dont know what it really is, but its sourness creates funny emoticons outta me! But i still sat there still, wondering where she could be. I could've followed her, but i ended up proving myself as what they call "a dumbass". That however , shud not have been justified!
my head hurts with a throbbing pain at the sides. The aspirin i took this morning has obviously not reacted much. Im waiting, and all that fills the air around me is the noise coming from the crowd. And the endless thoughts running in my heart instead of head.
Funny thing is, im not making much sense!

i wanna sit here cry and drown in my tears,
i wanna sit here and scream my lungs out,
i wanna sit here and see where i went wrong,
i wanna undo the puzzle,
i wanna trace back the maize field,
i waana be in my garden of flowers,
i wanna make a better me
i wanna bring back time,
i wanna redefine "Love"
i wanna Re-define "friendship"
i wanna be the one there when you're down,
i wanna be there when you're in joy
i wanna see you smile..
i wanna see you happy,
i wanna breathe again

please get this brass chain outta my neck

missing a lot of people so dear to my heart, i can almost cry a river...