my L.O.V.E

missing you

SHE MISSES HIM IMMENSELY...

S.H.A.R.O.V..

the sense of imminent danger caused her blood to boil and increase her heart rate.Almost like a person suffering from some anxiety disorder.Suddenly she was in the state of air hunger.The cause of that one annonymous caller.

She slipped on her sweat pants and jogged her fats to Rowena's for that paper work. Ro was an attractive girl.Atleast everyone thought.
As soon as the doorbell rang, no doubt she knew it was her lawyer.Surprised to see her in sweat pants, as she always had herself elegantly in suits and whatnot.
Are you sure you wanna end this?
Ro's reply was succint.

The hours really did pass by really fast, well it is winter.Except, not for him.
Right now he's probably fallen asleep to compensate all the missing sleeps..
how could she only see the message sent only now?? it marked 4.00..and im pretty sure its a.m. Damm Technology.
I have to rush over to the City before it gets dark. UUGH this is so pissing, where's the car wen u really need one. I promised to pour in every penny i get this summer on addition to my years savings on that cherry red mini cooper i refused as a gift from Smith.Now that wouldve just caugth Mr.raymond off guard.laughs...
I actually have the choice between that and a Beetle.
The vibration of the phone startled her but yet her vision was riveted on the crystal black necklace on the floor..the mystery behind it she still couldnt resolve, but that did not interrupt her effort on the thought of resolution.Her only hints were the carved letters "sharov"..
she stretched to reach her vibrating cellular...

Nothingness

Its almost dark, i was about to engage in a conversation with Elle but she really had to rush.In perhaps 20 hours, darkness is gonna overshadow light, the breeze will beat unto his skin and his fingers will feel light again- actually maybe his soul. This darkness altho my misery is also my happiness.
Sometimes she feels nobody has the right to hurt him.Like a shield she'd wanna stand before him, but everitime the sword reaches his heart and then penetrates to hers.
Im just thinking what is she gonna be doing when he's gone?

Walking barefoot on the cold sand,his mind recalls what she has said to him before.All the promises that has once begun,began there.
And before he could presume with that memory, a strong wave came and washed everything along..including the remaining of reminiscence..and because of that she's afraid of the waves.

they say "a day without a laughter is a day wasted"

i had no laughs at all, but i'd say it was a good day. just the smell of the flowers can make your day. And thats probably the only thing i wanted. Since I've not visited my garden of flowers for a while , I'm guessing I'm starting to miss their fragrance.

The silence they sat upon did not astonish me much, i jus knew the dark night filed all the space needed. It wasnt the time to talk, just the time to give comfort.To share comfort shall i corrrect myself.

Oh em Gee wat am i gonna do if she wants to go to that party???