i know the exact joy shes feeling
i hope i do
i know i do
yet im not certain.
i never can be
i cant
even if i wanted to
so do u know the exact sadness and pain im in?
im not sure

i was young, too young
its a surprise i have a memory of it
me being showered by her eriday im back from kindergarden- if my memory serves me right.
then things changed
life as a whole changed
now, im thinking, just one phone call can destroy your heart.
eritime i hear the ring and then answer and hear the background,i get afraid to hear the voice,actually the tone of the caller.
becasue today the only thing that phone call left me with is a scar
its painful, but i still refer to it as a scar of love,as its only intelligible to me
tears..
its in me, that scar
shes always with me
always,and forever
through that scar and in my heart.
so today, id like to refer to it as 'birth mark' ,
becos brith mark is with u since ur an infant and till u die.
thats exactly how she fits in my life
i love you.