so i said june is an amazing month.
but like every person has their good and bad side, june has its bad day!
today.
june made me laugh made me smile and shared its joy with my family. But today june is moody, it decided to have a little bit of attitude like the cool girl in school- the cheerleader everyone wanted to be.June saw me as the girl with the braces, the girl with the lunch box, june jus slapped me hard and left an empty space in my heart. yet,june is a good friend, its not junes fault, its fate.
they say people come and go, i jus never thought it applied to family. i just never thought dad would have to feel like his heart needed a transplant, like his right arm was being amputated, like his sight is being blurred, like his hearing is being....
never thought a day would come where he would stand there hugging her and her screams and laughter and cries from childhood till her adulthood would resonante this much on him. never thought he wouldnt have the time to synchronize all the memories in order..because theres too much of them.
the only thing i knew is that it would be so hard for him to let her go,out of his full responsibility, out of his sight, away from us..
all that i knew..
because his hobby is all of us.

life..
theres a begining to it
a mid begining
a new start
an ending
finally an eternal ending
but not all could be fulfilled..
this i bleieve is her mid begining, with every good wishes and prayer heading her way
and because i envision her with a happylife and with us all again, i can wipe that tear off and smile..
a smile for my lovely sister!