A STRANGER..

How shall i label myself wen i dont feel the life in me?
How do i live feeling so hopeless?
suffocated by each word
Why am i here?
Enough burden ive caused...
enough tears they brought..
enuf pain im in..
shall there be any addition to that??

Why does hatred Zooms in me?
why does the world seem to close up on me?
what do i gata do to feel like u?
this feeling in me i cant express, nor can u understand.

why do i feel hated by the people i love most?
why do i see my future smudged, if u say there's still hope?
why do i lie to myself and say, everything is gana be okay?
why?

im a nobody!
i feel like some heavy weight in dis life..
i feel useless..
i feel stupid...
i feel dumb..
i feel hopeless..
i feel hated...
i feel trapped in my sorrowness...
i feel crumpled...
but most of all,
i FEEL this PAIN and you DONT